I've been really down this last week... got no idea why. I don't know if I like what I'm studying, and I'm afraid I'll discover at the middle of the semester that was a total mistake.
everybody at my school has been really cool to me, cheering me up and everything but... there's something inside of me that's not happy. And I can't tell my family this 'cause then they'd be very worried and wouldn't get off my back.
I just don't know what to do. I've never been good at dealing with my feelings 'cause I'm a very confused human being... so many feelings storming inside of me. don't know which one to pay attention to first.
I need some help. Urgently...

I'm going crazy...