Wishing...

I know this is gonna sound really silly, childish and naive, but I wish I could go back to my childhood. I know it wasn't exactly the best childhood of mankind, but it beats where I am now. I can't stand this...
The way I'm feeling and not being able to tell because it would be inappropriate or selfish or mean, because society made up these stupid rules where people can no longer speak their minds freely, although our society preaches that we can. we can't! and we can't because we have to be considerative of other's feelings and what's right and wrong at the eyes of people who no longer live!!
If a child says something inappropriate everybody laughs at the child, with the child. because children don't know what's right and what's wrong! they don't have society's rules in them. they do what we're supposed to do. speak our minds.
so here it goes: I'm in love with you.
Just hoping you know it's you and that you feel the same way...